Stay or Leave??

Today is like hari yang memeritkan sangat sangat.Serious shit.Awai awai pagi dah teriak and obviously rezeki memang tak masuk pon kan.Last nite i went to bed with tears.He promised nak skype last nite but alih alih he fell asleep.I pon tak marah dia bcause I taw dia penat.I tak ingat berapa kali I call dia tapi yang pasti credit i sampai tinggai 4kupang sebab asyik masuk voicemail.hmmm.I ingat kan hari ni dia nak bawak I lunch sebab few days ago dia ada cakap nak makan sama sama.Tp i frustated sebab dia kena pi SP amik barang apa wahatever lah.Yang paling I sedih,dia marah I sebab I tukaq nama fb i jadi Wany Tari.So he's like kecewa la sebab im ni longer Wany Taffazani.I malu lah nak reveal nama I tu sebab dia hide status I dgn dia.Emm.macam dia tak maw org taw yang I girlfriend dia.I was fucking sad.And I was fucking mad too.U guys penah dak makan nasik sambil air mata berlinangan??thats what happen to me today.rasa macam nak mati pon ada.rasa benci pon ada.rasa sayang pon ada.I don't know which one yang betui.So,im thinking,Should i leave or should I stay??Guys..help :'(