OMG!!rasa mcm nak peluk cium takmaw lepaih ja kan :)
YA ALLAH,handsome teruk aihhhh :DD
ni lagi la.sighhhh.
ok.ni boroi sikit.tapi hensem serupa tu jugak laaa.
ok.tak leh kata apa dah sebab I dah pengsan T_T
I minat gilaaaaa dengan Nate Archibald ni.Ok.His name exactly is Chace Crowford but bila dia belakon dalam gossip girl then people know him dgn nama Nate Archibald.Dia ni hensem gila b*** tawww.
Today cukup 4 bulan kami dating.Ok I mean,dalam istilah anak anak muda remaja,"couple" la kan.Initially,I thought we couldn't celebrated our 4th montlyversary ni as we had a totally big fight 2 days ago.And plus,we had broke up for about 24 hours before I managed to pujuk him back.hahaha.What a sad love story la Za'im buat kan.I know he can't simply live without me tapi tak taw la pasai apa dia buat buat juai mahai masa i nak pujuk dia tu.LOL :)
We still have a very long way to go but we're still gonna fight for this love.Za'im pon dah nak habih his diploma and in upcoming 6 months ni he will pursue his study in bachelor.I don't know where but he said its going to be somewhere in UNIMAP.Well b,syg doakan b dapat buat degree dekat situ and dapat course yang b nak.I prefer dia pursue study dekat UNIMAP because a friend of mine told me that less female study kat situ.haha.So,Za'im tak boleh la nak cuci mata kerap kerap sangat kan :DD
look,he's cute kan?LOL :DD
"Dear b,Happy 4th montlyversary.I <3 you.Much more than my heart does.I <3 you as much as twinkle twinkle little star.hehe.thanks sweetheart.xoxo!!"
Alhamdulillah,Za'im banyak membimbing I untuk jadi insan yang berguna.Sebelum ni,i bersocial sampai tak ingat dunia,hang out sana sini,semayang ke mana,study ke mana,lupa asal usul,lupa maruah diri.Tapi,bila dah kenai dengan Za'im,he slowly changes me.Dia selalu bagi nasihat,dia selalu gerak time subuh,dia selalu marah bila tak pakai tudung,dia selalu beletiaq macam umi kalau kalau pakai baju ketat,dan semua benda benda baik yang berlaku dekat I is because dengan dorongan Za'im.
"b,kalau kita dah tak bersama lagi pon,syg tetap cintakan b.sepenuh hati syg.syg taw syg byk buat salah.maafkan syg."
Today is like hari yang memeritkan sangat sangat.Serious shit.Awai awai pagi dah teriak and obviously rezeki memang tak masuk pon kan.Last nite i went to bed with tears.He promised nak skype last nite but alih alih he fell asleep.I pon tak marah dia bcause I taw dia penat.I tak ingat berapa kali I call dia tapi yang pasti credit i sampai tinggai 4kupang sebab asyik masuk voicemail.hmmm.I ingat kan hari ni dia nak bawak I lunch sebab few days ago dia ada cakap nak makan sama sama.Tp i frustated sebab dia kena pi SP amik barang apa wahatever lah.Yang paling I sedih,dia marah I sebab I tukaq nama fb i jadi Wany Tari.So he's like kecewa la sebab im ni longer Wany Taffazani.I malu lah nak reveal nama I tu sebab dia hide status I dgn dia.Emm.macam dia tak maw org taw yang I girlfriend dia.I was fucking sad.And I was fucking mad too.U guys penah dak makan nasik sambil air mata berlinangan??thats what happen to me today.rasa macam nak mati pon ada.rasa benci pon ada.rasa sayang pon ada.I don't know which one yang betui.So,im thinking,Should i leave or should I stay??Guys..help :'(
Lagi dua tiga hari,our relationship dah nak masuk 4 bulan.hmm.maybe bagi certain people,they said we are in the early stage la kan.tapi tak taw laa.eventhough baru 4 bulan tapi rasa macam dah lama sangat dah.I love him so much.more than my heart does.tak boleh ungkap rasa cinta tu sebab terlalu banyak sangat.kalau nak mati pon,rasa macam nak mati dalam pelukan dia.hmm.ok.sounds too obses kan.bukan la obses sebenaqnya,tapi nio 1st time dapat boyfriend yang betui betui boleh buat calon suami.Cukup lengkap sifatnya.Rasa nak tinggai seminit pon tak sanggup.Tapi tak taw lah,2 3 hari ni selalu ja gaduh,Tak taw salah kat mana.Actually,we broke up yesterday.tapi bila dah bincang bincang elok elok,so ok balik.tapi ni dah gaduh balik haaa.pasai fb.I ni sensitive type.sangat fragile.Kalau Za'im buat silap sikit,mesti I nak terasa.Idk pasai pa jadi macam ni.I try to change.But I can't.Tak sanggup rasanya nak bepisah dengan Za'im.He's a nice guy.
"Ya Allah,tolonglah bagi petunjuk.Selamatkan hubungan kami.Lembutkan hatiku.Lembutkan jugak hatinya.Buka kan pintu hatiku untuk terima semua kekurangan dia Ya Allah.AMIN"
Eh cuba teka sapa cik abang yg dok tiup tiup benda apa tah tu???we've known each other for about 5months starting from awal puasa haritu and till now.we are officially together on 10th September 2010 as that day is the first day of Hari Raya Aildilfitri.Seems like I can't simply forget that day as he went to my house and meet my parents,haha.seriously I ketaqq gila jugak sebab ni first time nak bawak boyfriend balik rumah.My grandparents on both side had already passed away and my mom pulak anak sulung so when it comes to hari raya semua aunty and uncle berkumpul dekat rumah I.So.macam lagi lah malu kan sebab ramai gila org kat rumah.Mesti kena bahan punya kan nanti.haha.A week before raya tu Ummi ada tanya mcm ni,"eh kakak ada boyfriend dak?kalau ada raya ni suruh dia mai rumah ok.Ummi nak jumpak".Tudiaaaaa.ketaqqq sungguh sungguh.Malu kot.Dah la tak penah jumap pon dgn Za'im.Tiba tiba nak suruh dia mai rumah pulak kan.I taw,Za'im feel the same thing as mine.haha biaq pi laaa kan.Dah dia laki.So on petang raya tu he called.dia cakap dia dah on the way to my house.He bring a friend.I dah lupa apa nama dia haha.Sorry :(
When he called to I dekat my aunt's house dekat jalan pegawai.Then i told my mom yg Za'im is coming.So ummi macam excited gila and ask to leave immediately la kan.And when I dah on the way nak balik rumah,he said he is lost.haha.memang ramai gila orang selalu sesat nak mai rumah I sebab macam taman I tu dalam sangat.Bila I bagi arah semua pon dia tak paham jugak last last Uncle Fuad kena pi ambik dia.I mean,I dgn Uncle Fuad went to Masjid Aman dekat tempat dia tunggu tu and then he followed us went home.Dia naik keta kancil colour bi=iru and he wore baju melayu colour purple.Sama tema dengan baju raya family I jugak :p Bila dah sampai rumah tu Ummi suruh buat ayaq.haha serious takot sebab takot tak sedap ka apa ka.tawaq ka kan.Nasib baik sedap.haha.I rasa dulu la mula mula tu :)
About 15minutes past away and I tgk Za'im macam khusyuk gila dok sembang dengan abah.Idk what are they talking about.Guy's talk maybe.Then Ummi invited them to eat lah kan.macam biasa la ketupat rendang semua ada.I duduk dekat dalam bilik tapi I macam dok usha usha jugak la kan.Eh dia ni macam handsome jugak.dok sebut dalam hati.haha.Then ummi pon join abah sembang dengan Za'im.Ummi macam cakap byk dgn Za'im.haha kesian Za'im sebab kena beletiaq.Biasa la Ummi kan cikgu kan.Segala macam nasihat lah dia bagi.Yang paling awesome,Ummi bahasakan diri dia Ummi jugak dekat Za'im.First time I dengaq taw.So i macam happy sgt sebab I taw Ummi dah bagi greenlight dekat Za'im.When he went home,Ummi cakap Za'im ok.Goodlooking,hormat orang tua,and macam macam lagi sifat mahmudah yang ada dekat dia.Hati rasa berbunga bunga lah masa tu.haha.On the night tu kan,he texted me!!OMG!!dia ajak i couple.haha.Serious shit!!Then i macam cover cover la takmaw habaq kata I excited sangat.So I cakap i nak pikiaq dulu.hehehehe.And then,I tak ingat pukui bapa then I said yes to him and im officially become Wany Taffazani <3
